I love you.
I miss you.
I miss your hugs and all our long talks solving my worlds problems.
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Its still hard for me not to come home from work and want to run next door to tell you the funniest thing my coworkers said or did. Or tell you the latest exciting things happening for me, like learning to hula-hoop.
Sometimes I go and ring your door bell hoping if I wait long enough you'll open up your door to greet me while giving me the tightest hug and the biggest smile.
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You were my best friend. Always there for me. Your heart was as young as me and my soul as old as yours. We were a perfect pair, chatting for hours about nothing and everything. Sipping on our sprite or diet coke.
Walking around your yard admiring your flowers or watching your backyard for deer. I loved it all.
It means so much that you were so proud of me. Even over the littlest things that other people might not have found important. But you understood they were important to me.
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I know your in a better place. (But i'm still selfish and wish your were here with me and the others who love you as much as I do.) You have a young and new body with no pain and no sorrows. (I wonder what that is like?) Singing and dancing for the Lord. Tending your garden. Keeping the house beside you ready for me. I can't wait until we can be neighbors again.
This song has helped me so much over the last year. It helps remind me that this world I'm in is only a temporary home. And one day I'll move on to where I truely belong.
Love, KayLeigh
