Tuesday, February 18, 2014

Part 2 - " A Romantic Dream"

Part 2
We dance.  And dance some more.  With each new song my feet somehow remember.  After a moment of  of initial fear and doubt,  I feel the King's presence again, I have no idea how, but I begin to lead the dance.
I can only look in your eyes for so long.  I don't know what makes me so overwhelmed when I stare into those deep, woody brown eyes.  I finally lock my eyes to yours.  Forcing myself not to look away.  Your natural, radiant beauty, the most beautiful maiden I've ever laid eyes on surrounds me.   Your face is glowing in the dancing candlelight.  The world is whooshing and swirling around us as we spin and move.  My hand in yours.  

I stare into your eyes.  All the pain, all the longing, everything from the past, the pain of being away from you on the voyage, the pain I caused you by being late, the soreness from the journey, the fear of failure, my lack of confidence, everything-- everything is burned away-- seared away.   Everything that is pure, good, and worthy, is all that remains.  My Love!

"I love you!"  I squeak.

"I love you."  You laugh musically.

Yes. Everything in the world is worth this.

Ah! My Love!

We continue dancing never releasing each other's gaze.  We dance even as the fire grows dim.  I want this night to never end.  But we are both growing tired.  It never occurs to either of us how many hours have past by.

We dance over to the grand old hearth. The embers and fire crackle tiredly.  I lead us to a couch, and we at last sit down together.   Our hands still locked.  All the other guests have been making their way out for a short time.  The whinnying of horses and shouts of drivers can be made out across the dance hall.

I squeeze your hand.  "I've missed you, Princess, I've missed you so much."


"I have send my thoughts and prayers out to you every day since you left.   I love you so much, dearest."

"I love you."

There is much to say, so much to talk about now that we've reunited.   But not right now.  Now is the time for being silently together.   You sigh tiredly and I squeeze your hand.  You squeeze back lightly letting the weariness take over.  You lay your head of my shoulder and close your eyes.  I put my free around around your shoulder and pull you closer to me.   I lean my head gently on yours.

I can see outside that the storm has passed in the early dawn.  The last of the stars are exclaiming the Glory of the Lord.  I hold my tongue just in time as a shooting star streaks across the sky.  Your rhythmic breathing tells me you've passed into the land of sleep.   This day has been perfect.

Oh my beautiful love.

I notice the King watching us.  I understand His look.  He is trusting the life, love, and happiness of His precious daughter  to me.  The well being and future of this precious sweet lamb in my arms is in my hands.  The weight of this crushes me.  And yet I know, He will give me strength.  It is only with Him that we will succeed.  That this magnificent tale will have a happy ending after all.  He will guide us through everything.


And with that thought, I fall asleep joining your dreams.

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And there you have it.  Hope you enjoyed a cheesy sappy romance story.  (From a guys point of view.)

 Even though I'm no longer with the guy who wrote this, he told me to share it on my blog whenever I had the courage to start writing.   If your a hopeless romantic like me, it will inspire you for the future.

Write love letters, and letters just about your life in the moment. Develop pictures and put it all in a box for your future spouse.  It will be a real treat for them down the road.  And it allows your love juices to ooze some lol =D     So have fun dreaming and be patient with God.  He his timing is always perfect.  Never too early, or too late.

And the link below will lead you to a list of bible verses about God's timing.

http://www.openbible.info/topics/gods_timing

~KayLeigh

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Click the link below to read Part 1 of "A Romantic Dream"

http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2014/02/a-romantic-dream-part-1-flashback.html

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"My Religion" will be up soon! (Again sorry about the wait lol)

Monday, February 17, 2014

Messy Monday Videos - 10 Ways to get the Right Guy to like you & 10 Ways to get Girls to Like you

BlimeyCow is my latest YouTube addiction, their videos are funny,  full of wisdom, and to the point.  So I'd love to share some of their 'Messy Mondays' videos with you!
 
And since we're still in the month of Love, I thought I'd share two of their videos (One for Girls and one for Guys)  Enjoy!

"10 Ways to get the Right Guy to Like You"




And so the guys don't feel left out,  "10 Ways to get Girls to Like you"



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"A Romantic Dream"  Part 2  -  Will be uploaded tomorrow!!!

~KayLeigh


Friday, February 14, 2014

"A Romantic Dream" Part 1 *Flashback Friday* V-Day 2014


***Flashback Friday***

So I decided to share a letter that was written to me a few years ago by a former friend and boyfriend.  I've been waiting for a good time to share it, and I think now will be good.  Hope you enjoy Part 1!

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Intro before the Love Letter

Happy Valentine's Day!  Now I know everyone reading this post is in  one of these two camps. Love or Hate Valentine's Day.  The Video below is perfect! LOL =D



HATE  -  I'm single, Valentine's Day is the dumbest most fake holiday ever.  I don't have someone to love, or buy an over-priced sappy card for.  All the pink and red hearts makes me wanna puke! Ect.

LOVE -  I Love Valentine's Day!! And of course I love my significant  other!  I've either already gotten them the perfect gift or I stress til the last minute looking for something that will show how much I love them only to go broke when its over.  Ect.  

So since we're being honest here, I'll pick a side.
I...... am in the group that  Hate valentines day  lol.
And that's why I'm sharing this "Romantic Dream" letter that was written to me.  Even though I'm no longer with the guy who wrote it, it still lets me dream about what the future will bring when I'm ready for love again.  And I hope it encourages all you single people (or people who are  on reserve for the right one, in God's timing) that Love happens to the majority of us. We will blink and it will be upon us.  So in the meantime,  enjoy being single! Do all the things God is calling you to do and continue to discover yourself.

"Daughters (And Sons) of Jerusalem, I charge you:  Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires. "
~ Song of Songs 8.4.

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Close your eyes and dream this with me.

Camelot

I'm riding as fast as I can. It's already dark. Our ship got to the harbor later than expected today because of stormy seas.  I'm still in my lieutenant uniform. This is already my second horse. My little sea-bag of belongings is bouncing up and down with me on the horse.  It's cold and windy. The swirling clouds threaten to erupt in a tremulous storm.  I spur the horse on, faster, faster, faster boy!  Foam streams off the horse. He's wearing out. Oh no! Just a little further! She is waiting for me!

My love!

I cry out as the lighting exploded the whole sky in blinding light. my horse nearly falters, you flash before my eyes as i feel myself begin to crash to the ground--- but God catches the horse, and we are both spared. Heart racing. I'm still alive. I'm still going to see my dearest love.  I'm going to see her tonight!  An eternity goes by. Its raining now.  I don't even hear the thunder anymore.  I'm soaked to the bone. I see the light just in time! As my horse was growing incredibly weary.  I wish dear horse you understood how grateful I am for you. Without you I would not have made it.

I almost leap from my horse.  An attendant with a lantern takes the horse and leads him the to the stables.
"The ball! Is it still on?"  I breathlessly wheeze.   He nods and points across to the hill with the castle.  Bright orange candle lights emanates from within the palace.  Once inside the inn a servant leads me to room to clean myself.   When I was clean to satisfaction,  I find a carriage waiting on me.  Not my carriage.  Not my room in the inn. I'm just a poor serf who was enlisted into the Royal Navy.  The King, in all His blessed Magnificence and Grace, has given me this room, carriage, servants, and more that I could ever need.  And He has given me something---Someone--- else, the greatest and awe-inspiring gift of all.  My love.   His daughter, the Princess.

As I prepare myself for the carriage ride, the servants give me helpful tips,  "Don't shout or run."   "Bow and gently kiss her hand."

It was a short way to the castle.  After all the rushing to get here, I finally had a moment to just breathe and take in the quiet.  Just the clop-clopping of the horses and the rattling of the carriage wheels on the path.  My heart is pounding like a war-drum.  I've got to calm myself.  I can't! I keep thinking of the future.  Walking into the ballroom awkwardly, seeing all the people, seeing you...

I can't understand why she choose me.  I don't even know how to be a gentleman. She probably thinks I've forgotten her. Curse the sea storms for making me late!  She won't want to see me or have me in her presence.  I'll be exposed for who I really am.  A poor, confused, Navy serf who doesn't deserve to be with a lady of her class.

The carriage stops. The door swings open with light dancing into the carriage. I am temporarily blinded.  I step out onto the covered protected path. Gathering what  remains of my courage.  She is in there, my love. I walk up the steps, through the enormous hardwood doors and into the ballroom of the palace.

People are everywhere.  Colors swirling all around the dance floor like school of fish in the sea. (Which I've seen many times from the Ship when near coral reefs.)  The musicians play the lasted music of the times.  The large chandelier and roaring fireplace bring light and warmth to the massive dance hall.  Busy servants move to and from keeping plenty of food and drink on the tables.

This is all I notice in a second, until i focus on the real reason for being there. I continuing searching the crowd not seeing the face I was longing for.  I assumed the worst that she had retired and left the ball early since i hadn't shown up yet.  Oh my dear love, will you ever forgive me? If only i could have ridden faster! never joined the Na---

My heart stops.  I see you. I SEE YOU!  My Love!  I legs feel all wobbly and I look to see you haven't noticed me yet.  What will I say when I approach you. What do I do?  Oh yes, courtesy , no she'll do that. No, she won't do that to someone beneath her class.   I kiss her hand??? What if she doesn't extend her hand to me??? Stay calm and don't run to her.  I realize I was shouting when the group closest to me finally hustles away from me whispering.  I've forgotten how to dance! And I'm starting to sweat now, and if i don't stop running my hands through my hair I'll mess it up again.

"She's waiting for you, my son."  The King is beside me.

I gasp, "Your Majesty! Why?"  I bow quickly.

"Do not ask why. Trust in Me.  She is waiting."   With that said He swiftly walks away from me, leaving me with a courage that in not my own.   Time slows as I walk towards you.  I see nothing else, only you, looking as radiant as the morning sun shining over a blooming field of wildflowers.   I feel the King's presence give me strength., As I approach the Daughter of the King.   I walk up and bow just a bit too quickly.

"Your Highness,"  I stammer a little too loudly.   You turn with one quick pivot and swish of your dress. A smile dances across your face as your eyes meet mine.  You raise your hand to me,  "Lieutenant."  I grip your hand tightly not wanting to let go.  You don't seem to care.  I kiss your outstretched hand with trembling lips.  I don't let go of your hand.

"May I... have this dance?  Your Highness?"  I tack on the end.

Her unattempts to keep from laughing have me confused.  "Of course you may, my gentleman."

My heart melts as you pull me to the dance floor.

My love!

Stay Tuned for part 2 of "A Romantic Dream"  on Tuesday.   Have a great weekend everyone! And Happy Valentine's Day! May you know how much you are loved!

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If you liked this post,  check out last years Valentine's post (2013)

http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/02/yellow-flowers-on-valentines-day2013.html


P.S.    I will continue the Skillet Saturday with you guessed it!  "My Religion"  really soon!

Peace, Love Skillet <3   KayLeigh

Monday, January 20, 2014

Picture Quotes - God seems far away


Found this pic on facebook last week,  Such a cool illustration :)  

God is always there for us even when we think we can't see Him.

Happy Monday Everyone!

~KayLeigh

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Quick Update

Hey y'all!

*UPDATE*

I have been so busy wrapping up my last week of makeup artist school that it's been hard to finish what was supposed to be today's Skillet Saturday post.  But don't fret,  It will be posted soon!!!

Below are some picture *Hints* as to which song I'll be writing about.  Happy Guessing!! =D



(Isn't the above picture beautiful!)

So  I hope everyone has a great rest of the weekend!

~KayLeigh

Monday, January 13, 2014

Happy New Year! #Top13 of 2013

Happy New Year everyone! 2014!    

Hope everyone's year so far (13 days into it) is going great!  I've got so many plans for my blog this year and so many exciting stories and ideas that I can't wait to tell you all over this new year. So bear with me =D

Thank you all for being so patient with me in waiting for new posts.  Its been so nice to hear all you wonderful people actually take the time to read my blog and tell me about.  I love hearing from you guys!!

So without further ado, here's the



So in case you missed any of these, like to reread them,  or you'd like to share these with others, Here's the Top 13 most read posts from Song of Songs 8:4

Top 13 Blog Posts from 2013

13.  http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/12/hero-skillet-saturday-written-by-jasmyn.html

12.  http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/05/strangely-dim-francesa-battistelli.html

11.  http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/01/modesty-is-key.html

10.   http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/01/saturday-survey-response-to-what-is.html

9.   http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/06/music-monday-when-right-one-comes-along.html

8.     http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/03/radiant-beauty-with-purpose.html

7.  http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/02/yellow-flowers-on-valentines-day2013.html

6.  http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/09/cutting-through-american-noise-skillet.html

5.  http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/07/rise-skillet-saturday-1.html

4.  http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/08/good-to-be-alive-skillet-saturday-3.html

3.  http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/08/salvation-skillet-saturday-4.html

2.   http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/08/sick-of-it-skillet-saturday-2.html


And the number 1 read post of 2013 is......

1.   http://kayleighryder.blogspot.com/2013/09/oceans-where-feet-may-fail-worship.html

This post had over 100 views!!!!! EEEEEEE!!!! I can't believe it, thanks so much to all you wonderful readers!!! I love you all so much and I'm so glad you carve out a little time from your busy life to read my blog.  My prayers are that you've been touched in someway =D  and that I continue to let God speak through me over this next year.

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As I look back and reread the top 13 most read posts of 2013 it surprises me, shocks me, and makes me glad! =D    Again, I can't say thank you enough!!!!  (((INSERT APPLAUSE HERE)))

And  I'm so excited for this Saturdays post!!!!  Skillet Saturday --- This Saturdays song wasn't really a favorite until I listened to it for the million time and heard something all new that I'd never heard before.

Love and Blessings, KayLeigh <3


Saturday, December 28, 2013

"Hero" - Skillet Saturday 7 - Written by Jasmyn Wright

Its been far too long since I've posted anything. And I hope ya'll can forgive me.  Life has been hard the last few months.  Its been a real struggle for me to want to write.  But I'm feeling more inspired these days and I can't wait for all the posts that will come in 2014! So bear with me!  In the meantime, I'd like to introduce you all to an amazing writer and dear friend of mine, Jasmyn Wright, who I asked to write a guest post for me.

Of course she is as Skillet crazy as I am since we met at the Road to Rise tour, so it seemed only fitting to have her write something for my blog.  Enjoy!

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"I'm just a step away...I'm a just a breath away...losin my faith today...Falling off the edge today. I'm not superhuman. I need a hero!"

 In life I believe everything has meaning. There's nothing in the universe that doesn't. Patterns and rhythms...we might think are just coincidence, but they're not. Just as it wasn't a coincidence for my friend, KayLeigh to have asked me to write something for her Skillet blog series on her blog, song of songs. I believe it was ment to happen. It is my chance to tell my story of how I've been delivered with the inspiring band Skillet. 

  My journey is long and weary, but thank God for a band who knows how to word my feelings exactly. (:


 The start of my journey was when I was a defenseless child_ sexually abused by a close family member who was supposed to be protecting me rather than hurting me. 


    "Someone save me from the hate." 

 But I believe that it was the devil just expressing his hate toward me because he knew the strong woman of God I was going to be. And I know this because that abuse only happened that one time. And never again.  
  But although it never happened again, it did leave me with a on and off battle to fight. A battle that I thought I was alone in, and I sadly continuously let the devil talk me into believing I was never going to win. I never once thought what happened was my fault, but I did believe that something was wrong with me. 
    
   "Just a step from the edge..."


 For years I struggled with self-hate and self-abuse. I never thought anything I did was good enough. Even though I had plenty of godly, loving family members around to talk to and confide in, I never did because I allowed the devil to speak louder to me than God; I decided to listen to his voice rather than my personal hero. Jesus. 
  As years past by, I started blaming myself and what happened to me for my many failures. But the truth was, I was never doing my best because I was scared to succeed and I thought I wasn't worthy of being truly happy. 

   
"I gotta fight today, to live another day."

   I was fourteen, If I'm correct, when I first heard Skillet. I was playing smack down Vs. Raw with my two brothers and one sister. And the song (Hero) played on the root menu. I immediately fell in love with Jen's voice, and I pictured John's voice of a tall, lumberjack type of guy. Lol. (which he kinda does look like one when he has his full beard.)
(Best pic I could find of John's beard lol and Jenn too)

  I remember asking my brother over and over to play that game just so I could hear that song- I also found out that Monster was on there as well. Another song I love. (: 
 So shortly after I started looking up the songs and found Skillet. Their music changed my life, and although I listened to other types of Godly music, theirs was different in how it made me feel. 


 But as much as I wish I could say that from that day, the self-abuse situation stopped. It didn't. It was a pit that I'd dug myself into for years; and climbing out wasn't a one day journey. I had to go through a lot of self-doubt to even get to the place where I would allow myself to hear God's voice over the devils. 

   "The countdown begins to destroy ourselves!"

 But I will never forget the day when I finally and clearly heard the precious voice of my hero. 
    It was the time when I was so done with trying to get free from this battle. Nothing seemed to work out. EVERYTHING seemed to be falling apart. I ran from God's voice and listened back to the voice of the person who's hated me from the beginning. Who's held me down for so long, just so I would think suicide was the only way out. 

"I need a Hero, to save my life!"

And there I was, knife to waist. Tears on cheeks. Heart beating fast. No one around. Or so I thought...


"Who's gonna fight for what's right,
Who's gonna help us survive,
We're in the fight of our lives!
And we're not ready to die!
Who's gonna fight for the weak,
Who's gonna make 'em believe,
I've got a Hero
Livin' in me!"

My hero was there and he whispered... 

    "DON'T GIVE UP ON ME."


"A Hero'll save me just in time!" 

And here I am today, almost nineteen years old. I only give God the glory for that. If it was up to the devil, I would have die at only the age of fourteen. I'm not all I should be. But thanks to my hero Jesus I'm now not how I used to be. I can't even remember the last time I caused harm to myself or even hated myself. I love myself and the people I surround myself with each day; they're encouraging. And when I finally told my parents the truth, I found out that the devil was wrong. They were they for me and always will be. I now know how much God loves me. He loves me so much he gave his own life so that I could have life. (:

"A Hero's not afraid to give His life,
A Hero's gonna save me just in time!"

John Chpt. 19  --- Story of Christ rescuing us. 

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"Hero"  - Skillet Official music video



"Hero" - Lyric video


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"Hero"  - Lyrics -  From CD Awake

I'm just a step away
I'm just a breath away
Losin' my faith today
(Fallin' off the edge today)

I am just a man
Not superhuman
(I'm not superhuman)
Someone save me from the hate

It's just another war
Just another family torn
(Falling from my faith today)
Just a step from the edge
Just another day in the world we live

[Chorus:]
I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero (save me now)
I need a hero to save my life
A hero'll save me (just in time)

I've gotta fight today
To live another day
Speakin' my mind today
(My voice will be heard today)

I've gotta make a stand
But I am just a man
(I'm not superhuman)
My voice will be heard today

It's just another war
Just another family torn
(My voice will be heard today)
It's just another kill
The countdown begins to destroy ourselves

[Chorus]

I need a hero to save my life
I need a hero just in time
Save me just in time
Save me just in time

Who's gonna fight for what's right
Who's gonna help us survive
We're in the fight of our lives
(And we're not ready to die)

Who's gonna fight for the weak
Who's gonna make 'em believe
I've got a hero (I've got a hero)
Livin' in me

I'm gonna fight for what's right
Today I'm speaking my mind
And if it kills me tonight
(I will be ready to die)

A hero's not afraid to give his life
A hero's gonna save me just in time

[Chorus]

I need a hero
Who's gonna fight for what's right
Who's gonna help us survive

I need a hero
Who's gonna fight for the weak
Who's gonna make 'em believe
I need a hero
I need a hero

A hero's gonna save me just in time
Thanks so much for reading and huge thanks to Jasmyn for being a guest writer! I hope you all have a Happy New Year and a Blessed 2014!!! 

P.S. Skillet Saturday will continue and finish the Rise CD in January 2014.  

~Love and Blessings, KayLeigh